I haven’t been updating these like I wanted, I feel silly about the whole thing. It just seems like everything is getting worse. Maybe part of it is my fault for not taking action when I could’ve, instead I’ve just been procrastinating about it all. What am I supposed to do though? Turn off my emotions? Give up on university when I’m so close to finishing? Everything has been blurring together, if it weren’t for the seasonal change, I couldn’t tell that it was April and not November of last year. Can I even get a job after university? Is anyone hiring? Should I just drop my standards and get stuck in some minimum wage, dead-end job just so I don’t starve or go homeless? Alright, enough feeling sorry for myself and ranting to the void.
For the exactly 0 people reading this blog, for nearly a year at this point, I’ve been running off of what is effectively emergency money to pay bills, my mortgage, groceries, and buy shiny new tech toys for myself, among other things. Since I’m in university, I didn’t want to take a job that would distract me from it, in the hopes that afterwards or even during, I would have some source of income to make up for it and then some. But that hasn’t come around and with the recent financial fiasco in the US, things have taken a rapid turn for the worse.
I don’t want to beg for money, but I got into an agreement to cover the expenses and maintenance burdens of the NTM wiki. I’ll at least put the address on my page for whatever comes by, any bit helps.
For convenience, I’ll put it here too:
XMR: 4Aa8KAiBwnEFWz4tDsbGu5RkBK3BBWcRqRP26xPSVHkhT56HvLzXcwFioM6vQj2uLpKmdFaprKgzWc3y9ti9h8Q5Pbd7VVj
Just hope I don’t end up having to rely on it.